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Where have you been? Unless, its me whos been gone.
Seeing you for a short amount of time, was all i could ever hope on.

 I changed who i was, or maybe u did that for you. Unspoken words turned into lust knowing and wishing you could easily see what was true. 

See inside my heart, xray into my thought. I tried growing our feelings but without you my seed would simply rot. My feelings from my heart are not the same from my mind. Your smile, soul, and strength id never think to leave behind. 

You could never hold me down because you have already given my life a flaw. As if u told an artist to create, without a simple line to draw. This line was straight and flat, no pain. I grew miles away because being close to you my body would always restrain. 

I was blocked in, ordered for a detour. Should i simply wait, or tell my heart that all it can do to your life is, ignore.

Dance

We've learned more dances than all spoken words.

both feet are a must like the featherd wings to first flight birds.

we never need to speak again, for our bodies tell it all,

never without a beat, however always after curtain call.

we never dance without emotion, for thats the reason we started to move,

dancing to any and everything, flowing in and out of our own groove.

you sing, i dance. you laugh and cry.

i still dance simply because my body can tell you all the reasons why.

the reasons behind me. the reasons behind your body and mine.

from starting point to end, it will never create a simple straight line.

Excuse me

I pass by you as if you were just another girl on the street
Though your eyes might have caught mine,we didn't have much of my pleasure to meet.
How can I just look at you and never even skim the touch of ur face,
I would always want to go back into your love so my heart could retrace
I saw you earlier today,not in person,but in mind
My feelings couldn't even reach the top of the wind's unwined.
Its raining today,and I wouldn't want this to become of your tears
Your the only girl who changed my life,my passion,my fears
But that is no longer,for that's how things use to be
I pass you by on the streets,I don't know you,

Excuse me.

Sky

I look out the plane's window and wonder why we need this sky,
The clouds in the distance, and as my chin reaches up,you are the only star i see up high.
The wind blows by, kind of like how our problems should be,gone.
To my right the sunset,and to my left soon will be dawn.
The wing of this machine guides its way out to the air lifted capacity,
If I was to jump off the edge, I wud fly up, and not get pulled in by my hearts pounding gravity.
I would wait forever, till end, to go around this planet,
I would not mention to you what I have done, because I myself did not plan it.
For me, there's oxygen,and in the sky I shall live in,
Till death would you rise, and meet me in heaven.

Who is That

Who is that? My eyes needed a double look
This person was like the very first page of a newly opened book.
I can't get the back of my mind, bottom of my heart to stay on this person for long
For the past months of life I never surely realized what had gone wrong
I went to the cliff, not to jump, but to think
I saw the waters flow,they overlapped,they winked
I began to realize the book was at the bottom of the shelf
Before I beggin to love again,I should first love,myself

The First Meet

Pencil to paper, I slowly create again.
But before I write, I remember how and when.
From the unexpected meet, to the time underneath the sky,
Letting go words that came after our simple"hi"
Days I don't see you, I can easily imagine your smile.
No matter the time or distance, I would still run a mile.
From hellos to kisses, and from hugs to goodbyes,
Can't stop my heart from beating faster,
No mater how hard I try.
No lies will be spoken, baby I'll only speak true.
Because every step I take, will only be one step closer to you.

Time Will Tell

As i think about all the times you looked at me, i wondered...

Would we ever walk towards eachother, or just let our steps fall under?

I never understood how you were able to control my mind as much as i was able to control my dreams.

My needs and my wants have been spying within my head, dead; at least thats just what it seems.

You were the only one who was able to turn my words into feelings, and yet hold back the tears,

As i glance to the bed beside, only the indent of your body appears.

Nothing was ever taken from me, however, many was taken from you.

Our actions together were just timed out, feelings were never able to pull through.

You have been away for some time, or maybe its just your voice thats been gone,

Since the last words we have spoken, the blood from my veins have been withdrawn.

At first you were just an appearance, there was never a thought in my mind,

that even though our lips could become something different, our love had been combined.

As i lay in this bed, alone and awake,

I wonder, as before, was it my dreams you were able to take?

Are you awake now that i speak upon my behalf?

Or do you dread this time; just give me a pointed finger and laugh.

All is at an end, love is sick, the time will never cure.

The feelings have been dug under; discovered now?..or just found dead in the future.?