Recycle These Memories

I Never knew that the realization upon one person could bring me back to the time of young and restless.
Young and breathless.
Young and wishing,
when deciding love was just with the check mark of a yes and no question.

I suppose I should take the opportunity to express what I have not been able to say before,
I know that in the past couple days my expressions have been present however my breathes have seem to ignore.

Ignore the fact that at a first glance you were able to take away the feeling and thoughts from my mind,

as if everything that mattered before made no sense, your presence towards my steps left everything behind.

I know it was sudden, from the first meet to a hug goodbye,

I know that me and you might be different, but don't believe that I will give up without a try.

Trying to put your mindset into knowing where and who I am upon the first touch
I lay here, bothered by the way that you have controlled my feelings so much.

I pour in a bottle all the memories we have created,
although they might not have been a lifetime, your voice will always remain inside, never outdated

I pile on top all the feelings and emotions that have overflowed above rim,
cutting off the lights to a minimum light, the room and my heart have slowly began to dim

I wish that you could see all my thoughts on paper, however never fulfilling these plans of Love's war,
can you recycle my memories? I never need to be reminded of these filled bottles anymore.

Keep Me Sleeping

Life has finally directed me to the sidelines, life has chosen to show me that I have been missing all of its necessary guidelines.

Noticing that those around me have progressed more than I could ever dream of. As if controlled by the one above, but never controlled by the inclement that everyone else calls love.

We may not understand why each and everything has chosen a better path to walk for. I guess never having more than one option, has caused my mind to always want more.

More than passion, more with faith,needed to survive. Never forgetting that you have been the only reason I have been able to stay alive.

Crumpling up these unwanted papers, both of our memories deciding to crash. No more regrets to stack up on,shredded, always remember to empty your trash.

Returning to my shelter, although my love has no roof, blinded by the reason that you have disappeared, without a trace or given proof.

I can't complain to your choice to leaving my thoughts behind. I wish I could leave them as well, but trying to mend these broken spirits, has caused the sight of heart to go blind.

The only way I can see you in front of me is through the caption of my dream. Misunderstanding why I have given up sleep, given up reason to believe that when your lost, your body will never seem to redeem.

Laying down alone, alive and awake. Wondering if it was my soul that you were able to take. I lost the reason of our miscommunication, at least that's just what it seems. I want to stay with you forever in this wonderland, don't shake me from my dreams.

I Feel As Though...

Even though you have already seem to take my breathe I cant seem to realize,that even though you have someone to call your own, you been mine, in my eyes.

Its only been a few days where you and i have taken time, taken steps, taken moments out of each others day.It seems like i left with a part of you with me, at least, its just been feeling that way.

I cant say that i haven't thought about being with you, because i told you before i never let a lie leave my words.Speaking truth, speaking for the future, speaking for the wings that must be obtained in the sky for these unspoken birds to fly.

I understand that you want to experience how thing were at the start, feeling as tho love is still involved but the lust and wantings and fallen apart.

You knew you couldn't let go simply of all that has been given,trying to get away from it all, just wanting your own spiritual place to live in.

Wanted to jump out of the picture to take the time and notice where the missing puzzle piece is, having the urge to let go,, wanting to give up as your communication with him decreases.

I upon my behalf have been through hell and back to prove to you that u shall never go there to arrive. being within your presence will definitely create another story for the love to stay alive.

Maybe with another or maybe love within your own spirit, if no one else is left to hold you to make happy, I'm always there to hear it

Although i have taken the time to realize my mistakes in the past, I want you to know that this is different with you. This time my feeling shall start to last, until the end of time because now its just to soon.As if every morning was mistaken and never needed just left with good afternoons.

i woke up this morning, glance to the right of your imprinted body in disguise. Although my heart and been contacted, the sins have began to burn my eyes.

No way to experience the forgotten again, no way to reunite back at the beginning of the time and place. I feel as though our chances are in the rough, gone without a trace.