Thursday, November 5, 2009

Excuse me

I pass by you as if you were just another girl on the street
Though your eyes might have caught mine,we didn't have much of my pleasure to meet.
How can I just look at you and never even skim the touch of ur face,
I would always want to go back into your love so my heart could retrace
I saw you earlier today,not in person,but in mind
My feelings couldn't even reach the top of the wind's unwined.
Its raining today,and I wouldn't want this to become of your tears
Your the only girl who changed my life,my passion,my fears
But that is no longer,for that's how things use to be
I pass you by on the streets,I don't know you,
Excuse me.

Sky

I look out the plane's window and wonder why we need this sky,
The clouds in the distance, and as my chin reaches up,you are the only star i see up high.
The wind blows by, kind of like how our problems should be,gone.
To my right the sunset,and to my left soon will be dawn.
The wing of this machine guides its way out to the air lifted capacity,
If I was to jump off the edge, I wud fly up, and not get pulled in by my hearts pounding gravity.
I would wait forever, till end, to go around this planet,
I would not mention to you what I have done, because I myself did not plan it.
For me, there's oxygen,and in the sky I shall live in,
Till death would you rise, and meet me in heaven.

Who is That

Who is that? My eyes needed a double look
This person was like the very first page of a newly opened book.
I can't get the back of my mind, bottom of my heart to stay on this person for long
For the past months of life I never surely realized what had gone wrong
I went to the cliff, not to jump, but to think
I saw the waters flow,they overlapped,they winked
I began to realize the book was at the bottom of the shelf
Before I beggin to love again,I should first love,myself

The First Meet

Pencil to paper, I slowly create again.
But before I write, I remember how and when.
From the unexpected meet, to the time underneath the sky,
Letting go words that came after our simple"hi"
Days I don't see you, I can easily imagine your smile.
No matter the time or distance, I would still run a mile.
From hellos to kisses, and from hugs to goodbyes,
Can't stop my heart from beating faster,
No mater how hard I try.
No lies will be spoken, baby I'll only speak true.
Because every step I take, will only be one step closer to you.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Time Will Tell

As i think about all the times you looked at me, i wondered...
Would we ever walk towards eachother, or just let our steps fall under?
I never understood how you were able to control my mind as much as i was able to control my dreams.
My needs and my wants have been spying within my head, dead; at least thats just what it seems.
You were the only one who was able to turn my words into feelings, and yet hold back the tears,
As i glance to the bed beside, only the indent of your body appears.

Nothing was ever taken from me, however, many was taken from you.
Our actions together were just timed out, feelings were never able to pull through.
You have been away for some time, or maybe its just your voice thats been gone,
Since the last words we have spoken, the blood from my veins have been withdrawn.
At first you were just an appearance, there was never a thought in my mind,
that even though our lips could become something different, our love had been combined.

As i lay in this bed, alone and awake,
I wonder, as before, was it my dreams you were able to take?
Are you awake now that i speak upon my behalf?
Or do you dread this time; just give me a pointed finger and laugh.
All is at an end, love is sick, the time will never cure.
The feelings have been dug under; discovered now?..or just found dead in the future.?


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Missing You-poem

I lay in bed not knowing what it was about you. I think about all the times where seeing you twice a day was never enough. Your beauty was all i needed for my blood to flow. And without you to glance at in front of me, my heart has been rough. I saw you the other day, but was not able to say 'Hi'. I figured that if i kept my mouth shut, our passion and truth would also pass by. From the way you looked at me and made me feel like i wasnt missed. The empty whole in my mind, was soon, able to exist. You played with my heart, but i could never tell you how. I tried blocking my feelings, not giving them chances to allow; allow you and i to share one last touch in a dream. One last of these would prevent my stomach from becoming just a gleam. I never thought that you could make me feel this way, my feelings toward you were left, a simple betray. I cant let you go, been saying that for years, took me from my sadness and hid me from my fears. Lost for words, because in my eyes were a beaut, confused how an angel made something this cute. Love was so far but that didnt even matter, as if my heart my gold and slowly began to shatter. When im alone, i always feel the pain, without you in my life, my feeling could never retain. I know you were the one who made my life true, i care, i love, i need, i miss..you.